The moment you realize the only kind of plus sign that matters

is when its on this:

I have been dying to tell you.

 Am I forgiven for my lack of posts now?

Good.

 cause baby growin' is HARD work and 

I am new at it.




I can not express in words how utterly incredible it was to actually see a + on that test. It's like I could not believe it, how could I have such happiness??? 
It was as if nothing else in the world mattered at that moment because I was on cloud 9. I was in shock the kind that makes you not believe something is real.
I walked into the kitchen
and looked at robert and said:
"Robert? I think this test is positive." He looked up as soon as I said it and smiled.
"What?!" I nodded and handed him the test.
"That means I am pregnant right?" I said pointing to the little + He walked into the bathroom and took out the cheat sheet and smiled.
"YES YOU ARE!" he pulled me into a hug and I started crying. I cried and cried. I could not believe it.
and then like any other important event we took pictures.

I can just honestly say that I am so so so happy.  
All these years of waiting and now its here.
I can not remove the smile from my face, well that is I can not until a little morning sickness gets the better of me.

Hope you are all well and happy 
I am. I am. I am.      
:)
  

Goodbye 2012. Hello 2013!!!!!!!!

Hey hey! I still have a cold and under the weather and all but I just have to say that so far 2013 is pretty awesome! Robert and I are setting some AWESOME resolutions and goals and this year he graduates! CAN YOU BELIEVE IT? neither can I! it happens so fast! seriously the older that I get I feel like the faster time flys! ah well. Its exciting I am looking forward to a new chapter in our lives!

I will probably do a better post later about all my goals but for right now I have been thinking about one that kind of got put on the back burner... and 2012 in review.

MY BOOK! I finished it this year! I am so proud of that its been on my new years resolutions list for some time (like 8years)
 
 I have been working on my second one and having the first one edited. But it has to go through so many polishing drafts so it will take time. Of course I was shooting for 2012 (end) to get it published but I got sooooooo busy with my photography jobs that I had to put that book of mine aside :( well this year I am trying to make it more of a priority to finish that baby up! I want to get it published! I want to FINALLY be a published author! AWESOME. Anyways... That being said I have a ton of work to do! SO EXCITED. It will be hard and WAY overwhelming at times but its a DREAM of mine and I want to do it! Plus I want ppl to read it already and tell me what they think! DUH. lol But the good news is that I finished it.  It sounds real stupid but it was hard to finish that book. Not for lack of time (although that did not help) but mostly because I did not want the story to end. I am a reader A BIG reader and I know how it is when you get to the end of the book you feel the end is near and you want to stop it from happening because you want to know what is next and what ever. But I happily got over that hump and finished. That was a big deal and something quit honestly I did not think I could ever do. I mean come on ppl I do not even know the whole outcome yet and I am the writer. Sure I have TONS of ideas but its like when you read those Goosbumps books in like elementary school you know the ones that let you pick if you want the character to open the door or not, or go down the hallway to certain doom? Am I the only one who knows what I am talking about? anyways click here if your confused. Anyways so that was one of my favorite moments in 2012 I finished!


I got my business up to new levels. Honesly this year was a year of firsts. I did three weddings! My first ceremony and first reception and first temple pictures. It was incredible. I also got a lot more business this year and that helped us out a ton when we did not have scholarship money coming in during the summer, and with Rob not having a job it defiantly was a blessing. He did pick up some awesome work too for his friends business but still awesome I got so many jobs. Also new equipment. That rocks.

This is the first time we have lived in an apartment for two Christmases in a row. Thats pretty cool.

This was the year we had our 4 yr anniversary!

I read over one hundred books. (thank you Nook)

I got a raise at work!

Got to go to some awesome vacations with my husband, LA and theme parks. Road trips rock!
 
Got to go back to my highschool for a homecoming game with VIP seating (it pays to have your father be a teacher at your HS GO BIG BLUE!) that was so much fun.

Dressing up as captain hook for Halloween

Totally rocking out at the V-Day dance 2012 was epic.

man there are like too many things that happened and I am done listing them. Ha. I get bored easy.
 
In any case 2012 was a great year I also will remember the day I survived the end of the world as well... big achievement for me. 

Ha

Anyways to all you :



Sorry about all the Husband pics... I kinda think he is hot... So I take lots of pics of him....

WEIRD.

:)