Saturday, June 30, 2012

Today I am 23 years young

Today for my birthday I decided to do the mature thing...

Go to Six Flags, I know what you’re thinking I am so grown up! J It’s so true.
Birthday was awesome. Woke up to a toilet papered room (family tradition) and a gift from my love. I am so excited to try out my new camera remote on our Vacation! Also he got me this amazing necklas… also coming along. Anyways Its super late but I just wanted to tell yall how grateful I am for the birthday wishes. I cannot believe how many people actually care about me, and wished me a happy day. That is amazing to me. So thank you.

Sunday, June 24, 2012

Its my party and I will not cry cause I don't want to

Hey! I am sorry for me and my lack of posts... but vacation started as soon as Robert was done with school. I spent the last week or two with him and it was and is still awesome!

This last week and again this week we are house sitting in Rocklin, super close to my work! NICE. so I dont have to commute until I get back from my "real" vacay. on my birthday (this friday) we are going to start our vacation by going to six flags! after a whole day spent there we are going to get some much needed rest for our long drive to L.A. then in L.A. we will go visit my grandparents and my family, go to the beach, surf, go to the pier, swim, go to Hollywood (Robs never been) and magic mountain!

Its gonna be amazing. I am so excited!

But I do have to say I have the best husband ever. He through me a party for my birthday this weekend! :) here are the pics!


My sister made this!!! SO CUTE!

ya!!! :) 2 camera lens!

I just want to thank everyone who helped and who came to the party, and who got me gifts???!! (you sooo did not have to get me ANYTHING! but thank you! :) ). I have only ever had one other birthday party before when I was sixteen, I never really thought I would have another! Thank you all it meant so much to me! and thank you Robert for being an incredible husband! I really dont think I deserved such an awesome party but thank you for it! I had a BLAST!!!!!

water balloon fight with all adults was epic. must do again.

Sunday, June 17, 2012

The head of the home

So this is my Dad.

It is really hard to put into words how much this man means to me.
He means the world to me.
Its because of him I am who I am today.
He helped shape me into the women I have become.

SO dad here it is to you:

To the most amazing father any girl could EVER ask for. Your my father but my best friend, my biggest fan, you were my protector all my life, my everything. You taught me through your actions what a good husband is by how you treat my mother with upmost care and respect. You taught me what true love is by loving my mother so deeply everyday, how much you care about her, how much you respect her, and because of you I wanted that from my husband when I grew up. You show what a father is because you loved me and all of your children. You taught me that I am of value, and should be treated right, never did a day go by now or then when I was little that I felt I was not important or loved by you. You taught me what it means to work hard. You taught me about God and that he is my heavenly father. You taught me about life and love, and you have no idea how much you mean to me, or to all of your children. You always did and do the best you can, but its been more than enough.
 You mean so much to me Daddy I love you forever and always. Thank you for my amazing childhood memories, of dancing in the living room like a princess while you played guitar, of all of kids putting stuff in your hair as you "slept". Of teaching me how to ride a bike. Of talking to me about boys in highschool when I am sure that was the last thing you wanted was to hear my "Drama" but because you took interest in my life, because you always helped me and loved me, well I turned out how I am. I am not saying I am the greatest, but I fear I could be pretty messed up without an amazing dad like you.

Thanks for believing in me, Thank you for everything.
 I will always try be your little angel no matter how old I get. I love you.
and because of you I will always believe in myself, even when I feel like the servant never making any difference by scrubbing floor after floor, you remind me that the ball is coming soon and I am invited, that I am Cinderella who is a princess all along and that I just did not know it yet, but you did.

Wednesday, June 6, 2012

5 seconds






[hahrt] Show IPA
1.Anatomy . a hollow, pumplike organ of blood circulation, composed mainly of rhythmically contractile smooth muscle, located in the chest between the lungs and slightly to the left and consisting of four chambers: a right atrium that receives blood returning from the body via the superior and inferior vena cavae, a right ventricle that pumps the blood through the pulmonary artery to the lungs for oxygenation, a left atrium that receives the oxygenated blood via the pulmonary veins and passes it through the mitral valve, and a left ventricle that pumps the oxygenated blood, via the aorta, throughout the body.
2.Zoology .

       a.the homologous structure in other vertebrates, consisting of four chambers in mammals and birds and three chambers in reptiles and amphibians.
       b.the analogous contractile structure in invertebrate animals, as the tubular heart of the spider and earthworm.
3. the center of the total personality, especially with reference to intuition, feeling, or emotion: In your heart you know I'm an honest man.
4. the center of emotion, especially as contrasted to the head as the center of the intellect: His head told him not to fall in love, but his heart had the final say.
5.capacity for sympathy; feeling; affection: His heart moved him to help the needy.
 I think we can all safely say that the heart is pretty important.

 So, little sister has a large heart. She has so much love for other people she is so caring,
 that its not a surprise to actually find out its larger than most physically.

 but heart surgery is still heart surgery. And it can be fearful.


But life is full of scary things. Right? I am trying to tell myself this.
In the T.V. Show LOST (I know so cool right?) 
the main character Jack only allowed fear to set in for 5 seconds and then he would forget his fear.
So I will be trying to do that.


That's it. Fear gone.No room for you anymore.

Saturday, June 2, 2012

what is LOVE

What is it to love someone?

is it the way they smile?

the way you care about them?

is it pretty? Full of life and color?

is it earned?

a reward?


  [luhv]  Show IPA noun, verb, loved, lov·ing.
a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person.
a feeling of warm personal attachment or deep affection, asfor a parent, child, or friend.
a person toward whom love is felt; beloved person;sweetheart.
(used in direct address as a term of endearment, affection,or the like): Would you like to see a movie, love?


Love. I am convinced that love is the most important thing in all the world. LOVE is the reason for all things. All  things come from love. Love starts things, ends things, and keeps things going. Love conquers wars. Love gives men reason to live.

I think there is nothing more important than love.

Robert was talking to someone about me. They got on the topic of books and Robert explained that I love to read. Its no lie I do.

I have read like 60 books in 6 months now. Crazy? maybe but I love to read (see love is important love makes you do things like reading)

anyways, so they recommended a book for me to read. He asked the guy what it was about. It was about world war two. Robert said that I only read love stories.

And in truth I guess thats true, but honestly all books have love in them. ALL of them.

or well I guess I should say that I have never heard of a book or came across one that did not have love in it at all.

And why should I not like love stories? They melt the heart and warm the soul. I love hearing about how two people meet and fall in love. As long as people are still doing that there is hope in the world.

SO love a little. Or love a lot.

What ever you do love, because life is not lived fully without loving deeply and purely.

So that's why I love like CRAZY!

Search This Blog