Getting through trials makes me happy. I understand they are for my benifit even if they are hard and I wish I could just punch someone in the face... But I know that would not really make me feel any better so... anyways:
After times of trial and hardship when things go well... completely and PERFECTLY well you can not help but smile all day long or jump up and down for joy like a kid in a toy store.
While life;rest assured will have more trials ahead I am glad for this break. Things seem to be falling RIGHT into place. And when that happens there is no were to look but up... and I mean like literaly up; to heaven.
Because when things keep falling perfectly into place thats when you can get reassured that all the CRAZY hard times were for a reason, and that FINALLY you understand. You understand why all that CRAZY had to happen.
In any case I am grateful for my bad days because I know they made the good ones all that much sweeter. Glass half full? Well don't mind if I do.
Anyways so I am just so grateful for the one person who stood by me through all the hard times. All the times I screamed: I GIVE UP!
and all those times I cried feeling overwhelmed and useless. I thank the one person who surrounded me with love through it all. The one person who knows me better than I know me.
No not Robert, although he is next on the Thank you's list.
My Dear Father in heaven.
He is my best friend.
I am sooooo soooo incredibly lucky to know who he is, to understand who I am to him.
He makes me so happy. I am so glad I can talk to him and tell him how good or bad my day was even whine on occasion (who am I kidding? I am a whiner lol) I am grateful for faith love and hope in my life. I can not express in words exactly how I feel. I am just so HAPPY. I am so happy and life is so good!
I thank my Heavenly father for everything I have. He has taught me so much and helped me so much. He has done everything for me. He is incredible and I praise his name forever. I know he loves me, I know he lives, I know his son died for me so that I may someday live with all my family again.
this happiness is always there inside me, but I have just been feeling so overwhelmed lately with happiness I feel like I can not handle any more happiness, it would just be too much! :)
anyway I am sure you all really are done with me so here are some pics Rob and I took for our Christmas cards... years ago we did this and never sent them because my sister said: "When is the wedding?" haha very funny I get it not kids. But we are still a family even if we just have us too. Who am I kidding? JUST? no, we are a family. No JUST about it.
I got this cool picture frame at a Davis ward swap and it was AWESOME.
We wanted to go to some cool places in Davis but we did not have time so we stuck to our park... and they turned out good I think.
This one (above) is my favorite.
And there you have it: The Eshbaughs. We rock cause we took these pics ourselves.
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